LORD OF THE FIELD
© Sharon L Hicks, 2009
Coloured Pencil
6" x 10"
This painting was a composite of several different photos I took of a herd of cattle out on the Tantramar marsh, and the most interesting point I noticed was that all of the calves in the field had the same muzzle colouration as their pappy. Here the Lord and one of his Ladies stand watch over a group of his progeny, one big happy family.
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I am my own worst critic.
Even when a completed painting has passed all the rigorous "what-else-about-it-bothers-me-and-needs-fixing" analysis I go through when working on an image, and it is deemed "completed", I still keep looking for more little 'flaws' in the finished work. I'm never quite entirely satisfied with the way a painting turns out. There's always something I'd do differently 'next time'.
While I understand this is part of the growth process of being an artist, sometimes I actually will take an earlier piece and do a little more work on it, sometimes several years later. I guess I just see my work as constantly evolving, and I don't like the idea of having pieces 'out there' which represents less than 'the best I can do' at the current time. Personal pride? Maybe. Obsessive? Maybe.
But it's more than that. When I look at a painting which does not quite 'measure up', it actually hurts my eyes. I just have to 'fix it' so I can view it in comfort. I'm sure the majority of art viewers don't see the little flaws which are glaringly obvious to me, but that is not the point. It has to be correct for my eyes first.
This painting was originally done in 2009, but after three years of looking at it I decided it needed a little more work. The colours weren't as lively or as intense as I wanted, the distance perspective needed a little more tweaking, little things like that. And so back to the drawing board it went, and I'm far happier now with the results. When I look at it, I feel a sense of calm, which tells me that all is well. It's ready for me to let it go out into the world.
I am, after all, just a 'crazy artist'. :)